Well, that didn't work did it? Can't say I'm surprised. If I don't know what my own self is saying, how can I possibly expect others to decipher my gibberish?
I tried to look back on that date to see if there was anything in particular blocking my way, but didn't find any clues. Was it a mental roadblock? What would a physical one have been? I live a fairly unobstructed life either way.
What did I mean by ideological? Most likely I was using the word to describe personal opinions and doctrines, knowing that I don't relate or subscribe to religious beliefs or morality-based arguments. Good and bad are meaningless assignments, yes? (Yes, she said aloud.)
So I objected to the only way I knew to bypass an obstacle. And, so, what happened? Did I stew in my own problem? Did I take the disagreeable route to freedom? Did it resolve itself without consequence?
Hell, I don't know. It must not have been a big deal if I can't remember it.
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